First drop of rain

First thought…what the hell am i doing writing a blog…always used to think I dont want people to read what goes on inside my head…but then again I talk enough to ensure that people always do…so why not just put it down to make sure they remember it as well….right you are d-walker…….why not?

Anyway, I just had a conversation with my past…a kid from college with all those ideologies still intact…the last line of conversation reading… I will not change…not a bit…I will always be like this… As much as that cracked me up right now, I couldn’t help but think about that time when I would say the same to myself, about myself to others…School…Yes I would not drink. I would never drink…It’s unhealthy, its bad, it sucks…

Yeah right!!!!!!

College…okay no problem…drinking is all good if done socially and rarely and in controlled quantities…but no I will never smoke…I’ll never even try it…hell who wants to try it…its so disgusting…I have enough passive smoking to my name…who needs to smoke…hell not me….

Uh-hmmm….

Office…shit nahi yaar…i’m not gonna smoke as I drink…it hits a lot…

And that stuck…something always does…

So that’s what I told this kid…good to have I will and I won’t lists as long as you make sure that there are those one or two things that you just won’t change…simply won’t compromise on…but then comes reality…slapping you as hard in the face as it can….knocking the wind out of you…but you breathe again just in time to realise that you’r still left with those couple of fundas, those couple of “principles”, those couple of dreams…just enough to get you going and keep you moving and not enough to make you feel bad about the way things are or have become…

I guess life after all does have its own way of teaching people…I’m still a kid…or so claim the 26-27 yr olds I know…but I jus said that to a 21 yr old…I’m glad I can see the distance I’ve covered in these last 2 yrs and hope it helps me in the coming couple of yrs…gyaan….uff